Can I do this?

No better way to start a blog then by starting with my biggest fear. Maybe I am not as great or awesome as people think I am. Every time I think something good happens in my life I hear my ex girlfriend’s voice in my head. “You’re end alone and miserable just like your father.” I carried that weight for nine years. Then it made me think about my whole life of doing everything to be the exact opposite of him. But the world has a silly way of teaching you lessons. In March my father died from cancer. Before he passed I got to spend some time with him. I watched how he controlled a room even in his weakened state. Made people laugh and everyone close to him had so much admiration. One of the last things he said to me was “No one can tell you your destiny”. After his passing I took some time, which means 3 months for me lol, to reflect I found that the words I feared echoing in my head for nine years was really a mission statement. Because she was right. I became my father and that’s ok.

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